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Free Will

I apologize for not posting in a while, I have been busy with everyday life. 🙂 Yet my guides keep pulling me to write..and share.
I really want to share my perspective on this particular topic. I personally feel we have free will and we can choose what direction we want to go in at any time. No matter what we may have chosen before we came here. In my remembrance of before I took on this body, I had a general idea(s) of things I may do while on earth. Now being in a human body its just a lot more difficult than I imaged because I have a mind, a body and emotions that seem stronger while in this body.
I do know our creator wants us to be happy and have a nice experience on earth. I think as we come here with the amnesia, we forget, we get clouded and then we may even redecide things as we go along. Life is eternal.
Naturally you will do what your soul is drawn to, its just easier. Yet you are already enough. You are perfect. Your light, optimism and love is what the world needs. Whatever you decide to do with your life is fine, as you know already. Its okay if you don’t want to be a doctor, a nurse, a magician or what ever else your family/friends wants you to be. Find what you love and do that. And if you are not convinced that you can do whatever you want, go do some hypnotherapy with someone that you trust, so it can sink in, on an unconscious level.
My gift from God is free will, so I have to believe you have it too. I do feel we are here to learn and experience. And we can ask for help at any time and not have to redo the same situations. Personally, I now, ask for my guides to just tell me or show me the lesson(s) I have perhaps got caught up on before because some lessons, Id rather not repeat or even experience again. Faster and faster I get the lesson on my own, as I let go of my EGO, fear and of the expectations of what I thought should of been.
Unfortunately in life, sometimes we will be at the mercy of others. And it doesn’t always work out. Try to look at any given situation that goes wrong from both sides if possible. Spirit has given me this ability, it is a hard one but necessary. Some things that happen to us may hurt as we are human and we do have feelings. And you are completely entitled to your feelings. I can not say do not feel because that wouldn’t be fair.
In the recent past, I was volunteering at a place and a person at the organization made up a bunch of lies so I wouldn’t be able to volunteer; of all things. The person was some what successful on the earthly plane so to speak, well at least for a little while. I have to say, it personally did hurt when it happened as I didn’t expect it at all. Even if I wasn’t being paid. Not everything is about money. And I did have the best intentions. My guides gave me this information; that this person was retired, they didn’t have much going on, I somehow disturbed their model of the world. The freedom and ideas I was sharing with the group they didn’t like. For some reason he had it in his mind that I would be taking his position in a small way. Which couldn’t be farther from the truth.
Isn’t it interesting, what someones fear, judgement, internal dialogue and thoughts can create? It was unfortunate yet many other doors have opened for me that I realized there are always more than 1 way to get to a destination. So you see the person had free will and thats what he choose to do with it. After I filled the other lady in, on what had happened, she felt pretty silly that she said I could come back and help them in 2015. Yet ,I also have free will. I know the new age way of looking at this is to say we had contracts with each other before hand. But I will tell you; that we didn’t. Although I recognized his soul, I didn’t have any lessons to teach him, I had no business with this man and I only spent that 1 day with him. So it made no sense for him to compromise me other than to feel powerful to reject the younger volunteers who had similar experience.
In our life we will inadvertently teach other people lessons and learn our own on our way. It wasn’t predestined. I feel our life is like a general outline… Such as…”Donna you will inspire others and help people realize their true potential no matter what their career path is. There will be setbacks but they will be temporary. Stay true to yourself and the divine & those who connect with the divine will see this.” This is the sort of instruction I hear from my guides.
I know many seek advice from others and you always have to take into account where the person is emotionally, mentally, and in life etc. Not that someone in a bad place cant give you good advice yet it will definitely have their model of the world view; so consider that when you listen.
I will leave you with this…write down what you are grateful for every week. It makes a difference in the good times and bad and will make you realize how far you have come on any given day.
Right now, today, I am just grateful to be healthy, happy and doing well. I am grateful for my shelter cats. I am grateful when our creator helps me with minor earthly issues that I cant fix myself. And I grateful for all those who remember me and I remember them, all you Angels. That is Gods gift to us; who have journeyed to be awakened. And when I can make a difference in peoples lives, it makes being here, worthwhile.

Angel D. Nefertiti

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Life is a Highway….

Most recently I was led to meet more monks. Usually I travel to different monasteries, where ever Jesus tell me to go; its all a part of my learnings. This time they were Buddhist and yes Jesus himself pushed me to connect. As you know there really arent any American Buddhism centers out in California. So I feel honored that I connected with the 1 person willing to share it with Americans outside of a monastery.
So I am learning to surrender what I want to do and follow my guidance of the company of heaven, as they have bigger plans for me than what I can see right now. Sometimes you just have to say what the heck and just go with their direction. Usually its to learn something new, expand your earthly awareness, connect with old souls, connect with angelic/ light family or something very meaningful. I love the variety of cultures I have been exposed to the last few years and all the learning. It gives the soul perspective for sure.

If any of you are in the area come visit the center, the monks speak a few times a month. And I really want to commend the owner who is Vietnamese who had a heart enough to feel her calling was to share Buddhism with Americans, that is pure love. I really loved what she said this week; that Buddhism is a way of life more than a religion. I do see it that way as well. The Dharmas talk a lot of how you should treat others and the boundaries one should have as well. Meaning you do not have to accept bad behavior.  In my heart and since a child I have always strongly had this strong sense for Justice. I believe that is what I am known for in heaven as well. Meaning fairness, equality, for all; etc. Since I know first hand that we all have a male twin soul at home, helping us even if you can not see, feel them or hear them yet. They are their trying to help you..always. They love you they are your twin.

On another note, I am remembering more and more of my past lives. Just today my friend and I were on the phone and he was asking me about a certain past life of mine. Then I remembered many things like: what I did, what city I worked in, who I was with in that life, why things didn’t work out with that person back then and that we are a support for each other this life. It was really interesting, its much like accessing a memory from last month. That is exactly what it is like. Yet you remember last year, and I remember last century…or parts of it. I’m guessing the more one meditates all of this just comes, and evolves;  like they say we all walk so the veil will be lifted.
Its nice to know you live forever. I meet people all the time and I can instantly say I knew you. Usually people obsessed with Egypt lived with me in the times of Jesus or centuries before when I was Nefertiti. I feel blessed to have those close friends around me. To know and have friends from thousands of years  ago well its just amazing and the bond is truly forever.

Only read my memoirs if you want to know how AMAZING GOD IS..

Love your mother from ancient times,


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The Road to Enlightenment

Do not get caught up in the GOAL, enjoy TODAY,  the learning and the experience of it all. Really once you get there, you will just be spiritually wide awake to both realms, with all the fabulous spiritual gifts- anyhow. Which it is believed that everyone can attain it. So if you are young,go  enjoy your youth, yet know yourself.  If you are older know that you are wise and its a great time to reflect upon why you are here.I know they gave me a certain amount of years to just BE, which I think is important because as you get older you dont feel like you missed out. So if your young..go be young. You are already everything in God’s eyes. If you are older have peace in a life well lived or in the lessons you have learned to be more at peace with yourself.

I see the older monks have attained many gifts as they truly dedicate themselves, yet it really just depends on your soul and your personal contract with God. Which is personal and most Angels or beings do not discuss with the public.

Find the joy in your heart and soul of everyday life and the beauty of the people around you. If you can not do that now, you can not move forward. I try to see the good in everyone despite their sometimes very apparent flaws. In NLP its called a reframe, reframe your mind to seeing the good in everyone.

We came here for the human experience, God is bringing the dead alive, us Angels. Do your part, remember why you came here. Not all of us will be famous, its over rated any how, do you see how the stars surrender their life to their profession. One must realize that with fame comes responsibility. I’ve had it many lives before this one and if I shall ever have it this life, it will be for God, God’s will and only God. As for the peace of just being..really is priceless, as you all know.

If God wants you to having riches, fame or anything else, that is what will be. Trust me on that one. The things that I am to have– just come to me and the same goes for you. They will come, let go. God loves you. Surrender being in control and just do what you can, help will always be sent if you ask and doing what is in the interest of the Universe. So “do not covet” your neighbor, there is no need for that and just let go.

Yesterday I received a wonderful gift from one of the Buddhist nuns, she gave me a special ceremonial dress. I knew she was guided to do it, its the small things in life, that will touch your heart.

We all get a time out here and there, so take it as it comes. We were meant to love and enjoy life. So go seize the day and do your part daily.


Love your mother from ancient times,


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Have you reached Enlightenment?

Others describe this as ascension, whatever resignates with you is just perfect.

As we all know this is a long path. Out in California there is a Monastery called Verdanta. There, there are many monks who have certainly figured out what it takes and what it truly means. I love going there, because I feel I am truly with like minded people. They understand the act of serving. As well as many of the concepts we should all embrace; such as empathy, compromise, love, forgiveness, acceptance, etc.

My brief description of it is this- that one serves God on a daily basis; those of us who are at this stage may know or hear Gods different assignments for us either through God directly or by his Angels. Although Jesus has visited me a few times, he doesn’t always. Usually my messages come from the Archangels, Saints, Angels and light beings.

Next one acts in the best interest of the whole when a part of group or with in the family; this mean you have to set your personal feelings aside, detach yourself, be fair and try to bring community. Yes its difficult if you are not there yet. When you are enlighten or reached ascension it is easier because you will not take things so personal.

One has spent countless hours meditating or in prayer. This is a daily practice, for myself, it just brings peace and clarity, even truth to situations. I may not like the reality of whatever truth comes about yet I can accept it more easily and attempt to understand the situation, a different point of view or remove myself (just like NLP). I will say at times it is difficult knowing possible outcomes when you are spiritually gifted to discern the information coming from the angels.

With all this work comes the spiritual gifts. One can fine tune their spiritual gifts, and they can be used to help others. Every time I leave the house and I go out to a public place I never know who will be sent to me next. Its quite amazing. When it happens youll know what to say to whatever stranger you’ll meet because the Angels will tell you the message(s) they need to hear. Serving God is not about yourself. If one references the bible, they are given by God to help others whether you want to make a business out of it, volunteer or just do acts of kindness to serve others, that is up to you. I believe all blessed people see it this way. I have an older friend, a male who I know from other lives, we are both blessed and have this same frame of thought. I also know a few other women that are blessed in their 40’s who do lovely things to serve. One runs a church and the other a spiritual practice. Its almost as when you wake up, and know who you are (by God) one will have this framing deep in your DNA. Its like being encoded…anything other than serving God just wont satisfy you. If your passion is strong like this, its possible that you are like me, and you may have some work to do to find out what your path is.

Words are powerful, in God’s light we can say words that are in the person’s best interest or ours. When you have reached this point, then you know your enlightened because you will do it no matter what. Knowing that God is Love and you can be that way as well.Watch what you say. If you are given intuitive information and you feel the need to share it, keep it positive, focus on what the person can work on rather than telling them the storm is coming. Im always truthful yet framing the information is the most important thing anyone who has this gift needs to learn.

Daily we have to judge other peoples words and actions. So Judge their words, do they come from love, is the intent real, do they have any meaning? Usually one can listen to someone speak and hear the truth between the lines. It is best to do this when you can detach your personal feelings or past emotions from any situation. Usually this is easy to do with strangers because you haven’t known then that long, so it is pretty clear. It gets more complicated when you have known people longer than a year, then you really have to separate yourself from the issue.

Judge Actions, as reality is not complete without actions. Usually people will tell you their state of mind in what they do or do not do. Actions say a lot. Personally I’m pretty direct and most of my men friends love me for this attribute because Im not a BS’er , Ill tell you whats on my mind, how I feel and where we stand with no funny business, especially if you ask. We seem to be in a world that likes to live in disguise, where people like to hide truth from the public, from parents/friends or like to pretend —even if it isnt true for them. One doesn’t do any justice to themselves or others by lying about their truth. How can someone treat you the way you want to be treated, if they do not know who you really are, where you stand or what you really think. Isn’t it best just to cut the bull and get to the issue? Together words & action, gives you the picture of reality.


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