I apologize for not posting in a while, I have been busy with everyday life. 🙂 Yet my guides keep pulling me to write..and share.
I really want to share my perspective on this particular topic. I personally feel we have free will and we can choose what direction we want to go in at any time. No matter what we may have chosen before we came here. In my remembrance of before I took on this body, I had a general idea(s) of things I may do while on earth. Now being in a human body its just a lot more difficult than I imaged because I have a mind, a body and emotions that seem stronger while in this body.
I do know our creator wants us to be happy and have a nice experience on earth. I think as we come here with the amnesia, we forget, we get clouded and then we may even redecide things as we go along. Life is eternal.
Naturally you will do what your soul is drawn to, its just easier. Yet you are already enough. You are perfect. Your light, optimism and love is what the world needs. Whatever you decide to do with your life is fine, as you know already. Its okay if you don’t want to be a doctor, a nurse, a magician or what ever else your family/friends wants you to be. Find what you love and do that. And if you are not convinced that you can do whatever you want, go do some hypnotherapy with someone that you trust, so it can sink in, on an unconscious level.
My gift from God is free will, so I have to believe you have it too. I do feel we are here to learn and experience. And we can ask for help at any time and not have to redo the same situations. Personally, I now, ask for my guides to just tell me or show me the lesson(s) I have perhaps got caught up on before because some lessons, Id rather not repeat or even experience again. Faster and faster I get the lesson on my own, as I let go of my EGO, fear and of the expectations of what I thought should of been.
Unfortunately in life, sometimes we will be at the mercy of others. And it doesn’t always work out. Try to look at any given situation that goes wrong from both sides if possible. Spirit has given me this ability, it is a hard one but necessary. Some things that happen to us may hurt as we are human and we do have feelings. And you are completely entitled to your feelings. I can not say do not feel because that wouldn’t be fair.
In the recent past, I was volunteering at a place and a person at the organization made up a bunch of lies so I wouldn’t be able to volunteer; of all things. The person was some what successful on the earthly plane so to speak, well at least for a little while. I have to say, it personally did hurt when it happened as I didn’t expect it at all. Even if I wasn’t being paid. Not everything is about money. And I did have the best intentions. My guides gave me this information; that this person was retired, they didn’t have much going on, I somehow disturbed their model of the world. The freedom and ideas I was sharing with the group they didn’t like. For some reason he had it in his mind that I would be taking his position in a small way. Which couldn’t be farther from the truth.
Isn’t it interesting, what someones fear, judgement, internal dialogue and thoughts can create? It was unfortunate yet many other doors have opened for me that I realized there are always more than 1 way to get to a destination. So you see the person had free will and thats what he choose to do with it. After I filled the other lady in, on what had happened, she felt pretty silly that she said I could come back and help them in 2015. Yet ,I also have free will. I know the new age way of looking at this is to say we had contracts with each other before hand. But I will tell you; that we didn’t. Although I recognized his soul, I didn’t have any lessons to teach him, I had no business with this man and I only spent that 1 day with him. So it made no sense for him to compromise me other than to feel powerful to reject the younger volunteers who had similar experience.
In our life we will inadvertently teach other people lessons and learn our own on our way. It wasn’t predestined. I feel our life is like a general outline… Such as…”Donna you will inspire others and help people realize their true potential no matter what their career path is. There will be setbacks but they will be temporary. Stay true to yourself and the divine & those who connect with the divine will see this.” This is the sort of instruction I hear from my guides.
I know many seek advice from others and you always have to take into account where the person is emotionally, mentally, and in life etc. Not that someone in a bad place cant give you good advice yet it will definitely have their model of the world view; so consider that when you listen.
I will leave you with this…write down what you are grateful for every week. It makes a difference in the good times and bad and will make you realize how far you have come on any given day.
Right now, today, I am just grateful to be healthy, happy and doing well. I am grateful for my shelter cats. I am grateful when our creator helps me with minor earthly issues that I cant fix myself. And I grateful for all those who remember me and I remember them, all you Angels. That is Gods gift to us; who have journeyed to be awakened. And when I can make a difference in peoples lives, it makes being here, worthwhile.
Angel D. Nefertiti
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